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Do you have any idea how much I miss you? it's getting really hard to try and forget. even though I don't mean a thing to you. I keep holding on.

"I loved you. And here's a news flash: you protected me from nothing. I spent time missing you, wondering what the hell I did wrong to make you do that to me. I thought everything was my fault. And even when I got over that, I still knew what I'd lost: you. You were the one who made me laugh when I had a crappy day. You were the one I vented to when I was mad, the one I shared all the good stuff with. You always knew when I was full of crap, and you always called me on it. You were smart, you were funny, you were good-looking. You were mine. And then, suddenly, you weren't. I knew every day exactly what I'd lost, and I missed you every day, and I believed in you every day, and my heart broke every day. That's the big favor you did for me. Thanks so much. Here's the kicker- you weren't even protecting me. You were protecting yourself. If you'd give half a thought to me, you would have said goodbye."

I want you to know that I love you. I never did stop. Not for one gasping second. My love for you is unconditional & it will never end as long as I live. I refuse to find others when I have the one I want. I never doubted us, but you did. I never stopped thinking about you even though you stopped thinking about me. I never wanted to let go, but you did.

And it's gonna suck, but if what you want is for me to let go, then I'm going to do it. And so I wish for patience and grace, and the strength to just let you be happy. But mostly, I pray for the strength to not make your life worse because of what I want. That's the toughest part... letting go, you know. That's the part of grace that really sucks.

It's strange how often a heart can be broken before the years can make it wise.

The worst feeling is suddenly realize that you don't measure up. And that, in the past, when you thought you did, you were a fool.

Now I don't like using words like forever, but I will love you til the end of today. And in the morning when I remember everything that you are, I know I'll fall for you all over again.

A boy sits in his room, with unseen tears running down his face. They're not about to end soon anytime soon. He sits on his bed, and reaches under his pillow. He pulls out that hidden notebook with the pages filled. Page by page he rips them out, the memories of [her] ...good and bad. The only person he EVER loved was this girl. He kept tearing at the pages, trying to let the feelings go, trying to forget the girl who just shattered his heart into pieces. Not too far away from that boy's home, sits a girl... all alone. With music blaring and tears not heard. Her head is down, actions speak louder than words. Her hair falls down, all over her face, so messed up... so misplaced. Unheard tears streaming down her face, as if they'll never end. She understands that things will never be the same. She takes out her notebook and a pen. Starting to write of anything that comes to mind. She tries not to think about the boy because the only pain worse than having your heart broken is...breaking your own...

How can you say you know me when I don't even know myself?

He showed me that you can find the good in anybody if you just give them a chance- benefit of the doubt. Sometimes people disappoint you, sometimes they surprise you, but you never really get to know them until you listen to what's in their heart.

Sometimes a person has to let go because their fingers are too tired of holding on. They'll always love you though. No matter what.

Desire leaves us heart broken it wears us out desire can wreck your life. but as tough as wanting something can be the people who suffer the most are those who don't know what they want
-grey's anatomy.

She’s the girl with 100 things to do everyday. She’s the girl who tries to keep everybody happy. She’s the girl who keeps every promise she makes. She’s the girl who will have a smile on her face when she’s crying inside. She’s the girl who gets the grades she needs but has to work to get them. And she’s the girl who’s there for you 24/7, even when you’re not there for her.

After all this time ive realized something ive got too much hope in people i always think they will do the right thing when in the end everybody is just looking out for their own heart

I was afraid of getting my heart broken again, like before. 'Cause you hurt me so bad, and I was afraid to be vulnerable. And I was afraid of you and the way you make me feel . And I know that doesn't matter now, after what I did, but I just thought that you should know. This was how I spent my summer, wanting you. I'm just too scared to admit it. - One Tree Hill

We're one mistake from being together. lets not ask why its not right, you wont be seventeen forever and we can get away with this tonight.

If I promise not to cry can you do me a favor for the first time in your life look me in the eyes and tell me exactly how you feel. © youcanxquotexmeonthat

I'm the girl the one that's always lost the one with the fake smile the girl who seems to be so strong but daily continues to break that girl who's always there and seems to have no problems of her own the one who holds back tears until she's off the phone © fly_away_together_quotes

I hope I’m not too clingy I just want to be perfect. goofy, yet cute but not annoying and I must definitely want to be beautiful I guess I just want to live up to your expectations, because if I loose you, I loose everything. © exquisitecreations

There comes a point where you’re sick of the games & the uncertainties. it’s no secret all of our friends are trying to push us together. everyone can see our chemistry. but I want to know what’s him & what’s his friends. never have I felt more comfortable, more myself, more happy, when I am with him. I want to tell him how I feel, but I’m terrified of being hurt again.

I dream dreams of us. Sometimes they're horrible. And feel more like nightmares, my worst fears coming alive. But every once in a while they're peaceful. They're nice. And I wake up happy, even though it makes me miss you more, I thank God for easing my dreams and making them seem real for at least eight hours in a twenty-four hour day. © youcanxquotexmeonthat

I'm the kind of girl who gets everything she doesn't deserve, wants what she could never have, & needs everything that will destroy her.

So they'd lock themselves in the car and get lost in each other's eyes. They sang along with the radio. He'd whisper in her ear & she'd laugh at his silly jokes, even if they were pointless. He'd grab her hand and not let go. He had no idea how happy it made her. She'd rest her head on his shoulder; close her eyes, listening to their song as he kissed her forehead. She memorized the touch of his lips. She didn't want to leave anytime soon. and he'd give her his jacket when she was cold. It'd be 3 in the morning, but they would still be tangled up in each other. She knew he was something special. It was different how he moved her. Because when he told her, "Goodnight" It felt like, "Hello."

I want to live life with positive people who keep me positive. I believe in forgetting and not holding onto grudges. I believe that everybody needs love, even to those who may seem they don't need it, may need it most. I plan on moving to the next level. I want to give rather than take. I am not the person I want to be, but I plan on becoming and living how I strongly believe is right. By the way, I plan on success.

Sometimes you just can't tell someone how you feel. Not because you don't trust them, and you think they'll think you're weird, but because you can never really find the right words to make them understand. It makes you frustrated. People take things 100 different ways, and that's why it's so hard. But if what you're trying to say is meant to be said, it will find a way to be understood.